kenaz: Kenaz, 6th rune of the Elder Futhark, the symbol of fire and light, both literal and figurative. (Haldir: Fall's Guard)
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Title: Marchwarden: Hidden Hero - Prologue
Author: [livejournal.com profile] kenazfiction
E-mail: kenazfiction@gmail.com
Fic Journal: http://kenazfiction.livejournal.com/ or The Archive
Rating: Hard R for sexual content (slash) and battle scenes.
Disclaimer: Borrowing the Good Professor's characters for my own amusement.
Archive: OEAM, Melethryn, AFF; The-Archive.net, others, just ask.
Feedback: of course!
Beta: Lady E
Summary: Life is a ragged diagonal between duty and desire.

A/N: This is a continuation of Haldir's story as it unfolded in Son of Guilin. If you're new to the tale, you'd best start out with Son of Guilin before diving in here lest you find yourself a bit lost.






Lothlorien, Third Age 1982

The devastated forest mourned for its children, those who perished as well as those who departed its sheltering boughs in their grief. The trees' lamentations were displayed in the shedding of their leaves and the sagging of their mighty limbs. The flowers in the gardens faded and withered and the song of wind in branches became a hollow whisper even the elves strained to hear.

But Dol Guldur had not prevailed, no matter how Lorien suffered; they were bloody and diminished, but they were not vanquished. As one season ends, so another begins, and as one chapter of Lothlorien's history came to a bitter close, another was waiting to be written, and it began with the return of two who loved Lothlorien deeply, but who had been long away. They came at long last to the forest, and with them came hope.

As the Lady Galadriel and her mate, Celeborn of Doriath, entered the Golden Wood, the trees gave bud anew, and all that lay fallow flourished. The love the trees bear for the Lady is so great, the Galadhrim believed, that they long to appear to her full fruit!

Those who gathered in Galadriel’s Garden in the shadow of Caras Galadhon raised their voices together to welcome their new stewards:

“Hail to the Lord and Lady of Lothlorien! Hail to the Golden Wood!”





With silent steps Haldir traversed trails only his eyes could find, wending his way through mellyrn, birch and ash.

He recalled a bright morning long, long ago when his father had swept him up onto his shoulders and carried him through these woods in dappled sunlight. He remembered his father kneeling behind him, one arm wrapped around his waist, his hand broad and warm against his belly, pressing his little palm against the bole of a mallorn and whispering to him to listen.

The trees will speak to you, iôn-nin, if only you have ears to hear them. They love us as we love them. They shelter us with leaf and bough, they give us wood for our very beds and kindling for our hearth-fires, and in return, we tend them. Will you hearken to them, pen-neth? Will you keep them as they keep you?

Ever in Haldir's mind his father had stood as a soldier, a mighty force with bow and sword, slayer of yrch and fell beasts, defender of the realm. He understood now that his father's duty had been far greater than that; the sword and bow had been but a small facet of the whole. He was a Galadhel, an elf of the trees, and it was to their stewardship even more than the protection of his people that he was willingly bound.

In his memory, he recalled Guilin's hand rippling and shifting, blending with the bark as if becoming part of the fibre of the tree itself. He could no longer see where silver skin of the tree ended and Elven flesh began. The hand around his belly edged upward, coming to rest over his heart.

Open yourself to them, iôn-nin. Let them speak to you. Let them speak through you.

For the first time, his hands had felt the pulse of life behind the silent sentinels, the power thrumming in root and leaf. Under his touch, the mighty mallorn breathed and sighed. He had heard with new acuity the steady beating within the bole as if it emanated from his own heart.

Suilad, Guilinion.

He had tried to respond, but overwhelmed, his voice had failed him and he only stared at the tree in mute awe. And the tree had laughed, a warm, inviting sound like wind-blown leaves. His father's arm around him was as solid and strong as a root; he could imagine the shape and shade of the Mallorn being absorbed into his father's body until it was the tree itself that embraced him. His father was part of the woods. He had understood then: he himself was part of them, too.

And now, no longer a babe yet still a child of the woods, Haldir leaned against that same Mallorn, rested his cheek against the smooth bark and closed his eyes.

Suilad, pen iaur.”

Suilad, Guilinion. There are no more redcloaks here. Have you come to take their place? To take your father’s place?

“Aye. I am to take their place. Will you have me for your guardian?”

We will, came the answer. We have been waiting for you.


Next Chapter...

*** Translations***
Iôn-nin = My son
Pen-neth = Young one
Suilad = Greetings (Quenya)
Guilinion = Son of Guilin (Haldir)
Pen-iaur = Ancient one

Date: 2006-02-07 06:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tuxedo-elf.livejournal.com
Oooh yay, the next installment! Lovely start, I can't wait to see where you take it!

Date: 2006-02-11 08:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kenazfiction.livejournal.com
It feels like it took forever to get this one started, but I'm happy to be working on it again. :)

Date: 2006-02-07 06:46 pm (UTC)
minuial_nuwing: (dawn)
From: [personal profile] minuial_nuwing
**bounce, bounce** Yays!

Even though you broke my heart with 'Son of Guilin', I have been waiting anxiously. Lovely beginning!

**hugs**

Date: 2006-02-11 08:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kenazfiction.livejournal.com
Thanks, Min!
I'll try to make up for the broken heart this time around! :)

Date: 2006-02-07 06:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ladooshka.livejournal.com
It was so great to find out today that you've continued your story. Very interesting prologue. I see what the whole scene tries to tell us "be aware! this elf is on his duty. surely he doesn't have time to love or bond or do whatever he pleases, he belongs to his forest and will protect it for his own sake, for he is a child of this forest as well"

Looking forward to read more about Haldir and his life after Elemmakil was lost for Halls of Waiting!

Date: 2006-02-11 08:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kenazfiction.livejournal.com
Thanks, Lada... That's definitely what Haldir's all about: Elf On Duty! Hopefully he'll learn that duty without friends and love is a very cold life.

Date: 2006-02-08 01:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anoriell.livejournal.com
And we have been waiting for this with unbridled anticipation!

What an evoking commencement for this promising continuation. You are endued with poetic insight. This was simply breathtaking. It holds so much meaning... such significance. A glimpse into Haldir's past, a moment frozen in time with his departed father, a turning point in his existence as an elf... a perfect prologue befitting our valiant Marchwarden.

You never cease to amaze me.

I anxiously await the next installment.

Hugs,

Anoriell

Date: 2006-02-11 08:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kenazfiction.livejournal.com
Thanks so much... I actually really enjoyed writing this scene (and the next chapter, as well) because they capture what I truly think Haldir is all about and why I adore him so much. Even when he's a supercilious pain in the ass ;)

So glad you're still along for the ride!

Date: 2006-02-08 02:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ex-fimbreth.livejournal.com
Oh, what a wonderful prologue! I love the way Haldir communed with the trees. *goofy grin* This is going to be great! *hugs*

Date: 2006-02-11 08:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kenazfiction.livejournal.com
Your goofy grin gives *me* a goofy grin... glad you enjoyed it! :)

Date: 2006-02-08 07:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ryo-of-imratdor.livejournal.com
*bounces* Oh, finally, finally! I've been sitting on my hands not to pester you with 'when?' and 'hurry up!' messages. :D You left Haldir at such a bitter and painful moment, now you really should start making it up to him. :) I'm sooo ready for another of your gripping and intricately woven stories. :)

*hugs*

Date: 2006-02-11 08:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kenazfiction.livejournal.com
Our Marchwarden is a bit thick sometimes... he needs these bitter and painful moments to get things through his skull. Alas, subtleties are lost on him! Hopefully, things will get better for him, though...

Date: 2006-02-09 06:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] agrotora.livejournal.com
YAY! Kenaz, I am so glad you are continuing this tale! I just love how Guilin introduced Haldir to the tree and the tree's response to the awed Elfling! So sweet! And now here they meet again, so many long years later. I loved Haldir greeting the tree by resting his cheek against it, and that the Mallorns have been waiting for him. *sigh* And so begins a new chapter in the Marchwarden's life.
This is going to be GREAT! More Please!

Date: 2006-02-11 08:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kenazfiction.livejournal.com
*blushes*
Thanks so much for your enthusiasm! I was afraid people might have forgotten all about this tale since it took me so long to pick it back up. So glad your enjoyed it... more to come! :)

Date: 2006-02-09 01:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mirasaui.livejournal.com
Lovely start! Glad to see the tale continue.

Mirasaui

Date: 2006-02-11 08:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kenazfiction.livejournal.com
Thanks, Mira!! :)

Date: 2006-02-10 09:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] etharei.livejournal.com
I've just finished reading Son of Guilin, which had me crying for several minutes even though I could guess where it was going from Chapter 15 :-P I'm sooo excited to see you continue this; your Haldir is the most complex and well-developed version of his character that I have ever read, whether in slash or general. Your writing style is engaging, reminiscent of Tolkien's yet more provoking. It took me two days to read SoG, and I've fallen in love with your OCs, even Feredir (whose name means hunter, if I remember correctly, because I'm using that name in one of my stories ^_^).

Please update soon! *poketh*

Date: 2006-02-11 09:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kenazfiction.livejournal.com
Wow! Thanks so much for your kind words! You're making me blush. :)

I really adore Haldir, even when he's a stubborn pain in the ass, so I wanted to give him a story where he wasn't an arrogant prick. (Ok, a story where he's not an arrogant prick *all the time*! ;) I've tried hard to keep it in canon as much as possible because I like the challenge of trying to make everything fit. More to come... hope you'll stick along for the ride!

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